I started life off throughout my early adult hood feeling alone. I never could connect with others the proper way.
I finally thought I had made progress and was starting to understand how to use what I am to connect to others. I was incorrect.
I felt as though I was connecting but the people I was connecting with lack the proper "receptor" for lack of a better term to understand what I offered them.
They never realized how much it cost me to offer this up, this inner part of me.
They live in a world of temporary playful emo connections that disapate when the wind blows. I dont understand what love is or what true connections are, but this is not it.
Yet all of the people I am connected to are via this types of connections.
